What Would Winning Look Like If No One Was Watching?

I am turning 50 this month, and that question has been sitting with me every single day.

Not “what have I accomplished?” Not “what do I still want to build?” But this: what would winning look like if no one was watching?

I want you to sit with it too. Because I think you already know the answer. And I think the answer scares you a little. Because it looks nothing like what you were told winning was supposed to look like.

The playbook said winning was a title. Senior Vice President. Founder. Partner. It said winning was the corner office, the salary that finally felt safe, the business card that made people take you seriously before you opened your mouth. It gave us a ladder with clear rungs and a timeline everyone agreed on.

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What it did not tell us is that the whole thing was designed for a man in 1987 who had a wife managing his household, a secretary managing his calendar, and no one asking him to also be a therapist, a tutor, a financial planner, and a nurse. The playbook is not broken because you are not ambitious enough. The playbook is broken because it was never yours to begin with.

And the data is proving it in real time.

You’re Damned if You Don’t, So You Mindswell Do…

More than 1.2 million job cuts were announced by U.S. employers in 2025, up 58% from the prior year and the highest total since 2020, according to Challenger, Gray & Christmas. And within that number, the pattern is not random. More than 300,000 Black women lost their jobs in a single three-month period of 2025, according to U.S. Bureau of Labor Statistics data. Those were not women who failed to perform. Those were women who did everything the playbook asked and still got handed a pink slip. Because the playbook was never designed to hold us. It was designed to extract from us until something better came along.

The women who left were not running away. Many were pushed out by DEI rollbacks and sweeping federal job cuts concentrated in the agencies where Black women had built the strongest middle-class foothold, as multiple outlets reported citing BLS data. They looked at what was left of the playbook and asked the only honest question available: corner office toward what?

I have been asking my own version of that question for years. What I found at 50 and what I want to hand directly to you is this:

At 30, I chose the next step because the playbook said it was the next step. In my 40s, a health scare stopped me cold and forced a different question: not what is next, but what am I actually building, and is it mine? Now, at 50, I can tell you with absolute certainty: the decisions that changed my life were the ones I made when I stopped asking what looks right and started asking what is right for me.

The thing I am proudest of is not the companies or the millions raised or the rooms I earned my way into. It is that I have built things that cannot be taken from me. No board can revoke my judgment. No layoff can confiscate what I know. No one can fire you from yourself.

That is winning. And you do not have to wait until 50 to get there.

Redefining winning starts with different questions. Not “how do I climb faster?” but “what am I building that is mine?” Not “am I on track?” but “is this track going where I actually want to go?” Not “what title proves I have made it?” but “what can I build that proves something to myself?”

In practice it looks like this. You stop accepting other people’s timelines as your deadline. You stop treating your career as a performance you evaluate through other people’s eyes. You stop apologizing for the path that makes sense for your life, even when it looks nothing like the one you were told to follow.

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For some of you that means leaving. For others it means staying and completely reframing what staying means. For many of you it means building something alongside the job that was supposed to be your whole life. That something is not your side hustle. It is not your backup plan. It is your real work.

In Build the Damn Thing, the question I ask before anything else is the one most people skip: what would you build if no one was watching? Not in five years. Not when conditions are perfect. Now. With what you have. For the person you actually are.

Not the person who followed the playbook. The person the playbook was never written for.

That person already knows the answer. She has known for a while.

So tell me: what would winning actually look like if no one was watching

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